my hero. my love.(:
the O's are drawing near. i mean, really near.
arghh.
intensive revision. night study. homework. intensive. night study. homework.
and the cycle doesnt stop.
at home, it's havoc. my parents still havent employed a new maid. reason? "THE HOUSE ISNT CLEAN." woaaaaaah laos.
oh yeah. idk why he looks like that you-know-who.
dont teraserr horhhhs. i dont wish for him back.
he just looks like him.
alright. im off. i'll continue later.
one. the hero. (:
50 ++ days to go.
great.
time to mug like crazy. and increase my brain capacity.i wish there's a reboot button for my brain. i'd be able to absorb everything easily. but wait, if i do that; i wont have memories. that sucks.okay, i admit. there are some things that i just dont wish to remember but i keep thinking about it - how i wish they can be deleted. but hey, there're pros as well. very very sweeeeet memories you know. sighhh.
im finally appreciating the little things in life. i mean, yeaaaah. life can be a drag. but hey, at least i still have my moments. moments, as in, life candid moments. that sort. i appreciate the people around me. i love them all.
i know. you cant possibly control life fully. or as the saying goes, "let nature takes its course." so we humans can never take a break from this rollercoaster ride. we make mistakes and learn from it. we spread the joy and happiness around if we feel like we need to. it's stupid not to.
and love? well, i'll just let it take the back seat for now.
who knew one guy can make a difference.
after one and half years of not contacting, we finally talked. and i cant lie, the feelings just came flooding back. your voice; the way we turned every inch of the conversation into a fight; your laugh - the list goes on. i know, i've hurt you. and you've hurt me. but do i have to wait for another year and a half to see and hear from you again? you're my motivator. you can be seriously evil, bt thats charming. you still nickname me that short green thing with wrinkles. i still call you mouthwash. you know you cant live up to your promises sometimes. bt you never forget to apologise.
please. dont leave again.
okaaaaaaay, im done.
goodnight.
and dzul, i dont care laaaa. you know that i know that you're busy. so heck it.
